Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Love Stinks!

...especially at Christmas time. I think I'm depressed. I'm stuck in a half-way house of unrequited (spectacular)love. 

What do you do when a man says he loves you but does not show it in a way that you want?
What do you do when you know that this man can never show you the kind of love you expect from a relationship?
What do you do when you can't step away from this kind of love?
...you find yourself sticking around, hoping that this kind of love will get better, this man will give more; give you what you deserve.

But you know that this kind of love is less than your standards, it is below par, it is not a consuming-type of love...it is just average...nothing spectacular, it's not that make-you-wanna-dance-in-the-streets type of love. It is disappointing.

Love stinks!

He said: ...what do you want?
She said: ...I just want love. Is that too much to ask?!

They say you have to give love to get love. Well, I've been giving and giving, when will I get mine? I've been giving you this love since for a longtime. The magnitude of my love -giving was so much more than you could ever match up. You only gave a little, and a little more, then only a little more - nothing compared to the magnitude of the self-sacrificing love I gave you.

So on the eve of 2010, I'm turning the taps off. I'm going to give less & less of this love, until I stop giving  completely. If you will not match my magnitude with gratitude, I will not accommodate your ineptitude. 


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Madre, please can I have some more?

In the spirit of the holidays; Thanksgiving/Christmas, you should know that I like to eat. I'm not just a food lover; I will only eat good food. If it's healthy, tasty & visually appealing. I get annoyed when food is tasteless or bland. I have even been known to get nauseous when food is pepperless or cold.

So this entry is dedicated to all my food-lovers out there. Those who can truly bask in the delight & afterglow of a good meal. So enjoy it folks. But all I have to give is - VISUAL STIMULATION!

...Anya xo