Wednesday, September 17, 2008

What was I waiting for?

I know. I know. I've neglected blogging for weeks now, er..months. I've been busy, busy, busy. Life is hard work. I know, I really have no excuses to give. But let's just say, I've been gone for a while - dealing with the crap that must be dealt with. Anyway, I'm back now and I still got love for y'all.

Although i've been gone, I've still been perusing through other blogs since my hiatus/partial comeback. It's sooo much easier just having to read rather that write, then edit, then rewrite, and edit some more.

A lot of you asked wondering if everything was alright with me. Thanks for your concern. And no, everything is not alright. I'm changing. I'm morphing into an adult y'all. It's sickening. I am watching fleeting youth. Ah...but not entirely. I have changed quite a bit since returning from Nigeria. I see the world through clearer eyes. My worldview is now more compassionate with reality. I am learning to appreciate it with my heart.

In other aspects of my life, I'm back in school getting yet another degree (...keep piling 'em on). I'm currently not seriously dating anyone. Except there was this guy, Mr. R. He was really nice and admirable. But for some reason I have become repulsed by him. I can't explain it. And then there was Mr. A, who is trying to foster a relationship but I just want a fling because I know who knd who he has shagged. Then there's X-boy who is still kinda in the picture, but not quite (if that makes any sense). Generally, this relationship aspect of my life now is lacking lustre. When things have more meaning, I'll relay it to you.

But until that time, I may not blog too much till I actually have something tangible to share. I've missed reading through all your posts and commenting too but I promise to get back on that as soon as this few weeks of school drama dissipates.

Until then,

ta ta xox

4 comments:

badderchic said...

okay, I believe its my first time here plus I seem to be first!

nice blog, Im loving the interiors.

should be back!

Afrobabe said...

Nice to have u back babes…Relationship wise…just chill, the one is coming…

AlooFar said...

why do i just love your blog template?

Glad to have you back.

Amina said...

great to have you back..
i hear ya about life being soo hard!!!
i've been feeling low lately too and so stressed out!!
in regards to shea butter, you can also use it as a pre-shampoo treatment. It works better for me like that..you could melt a little bit, slather it on your hair, then after an hour, rinse it out, wash, conditioner and your hair should be so soft..
i've seen results with shea butter on the long term..